The crash….
I remember waiting for that bus
I even remember talking to that couple
I remember flying as high as a kite
Cuz’ of weed and ish
God I pray to know why it came to this
I had a sinking feeling
that my life is going to be changed forever
Oh how I wish I wasn't right
I remember putting my bus money in the machine
going all the way to the back
with the love of my life by my side
with him happily talking
With me quietly writing
God told me to write something
I wrote who I was and who to call
then I wrote his name too
and then said my goodbyes to all
I knew it was my time
I begged and prayed for God to let me live
I wasn't ready to go yet
but if it was my time to let me know
I look up at you as you gasp
And say it is time my love
you hold my hand as the tires
Screeched the booms filled my ears
screams teared through the air
Then I saw my body below me
I didn't know what to do
I was scared
but I knew God was here
he held my hand and said
Kim is not your time no not yet
he gave me a hug
I could breathe again
I frantically got up
finding bodies all around Me
I begged and pleaded
And screamed why can't you hug them
bring them back
They are lost and scared
hold their hand
guide them
light their way
Another boom
another car crashed into our bus
Glass flying
the bus slowly turning on its side
Babies crying
but there were not babies on this bus
where are those babies that I hear
I wake up in the hospital
surrounded by my family
they're all gathered around me
My daughter smiling at me
but I realize she's not the daughter that I left
she is no longer a newborn
but a three-year-old
my husband holding my hand
Crying tears of joy
My husband says
you survived the crash my love
I begged and pleaded for you to wake up
you have been in a come on my love
the doctor said
it was a miracle
I reply yes it was
God hugged me
God held me
and he said it wasn't my time no not yet
I wept and wept
I look at my daughter
made up for lost time
God took hold of me
he's never once left me since
