there you go again... ©

there you go saying things that have never been

there you far ahead of what I will do

you know everything before I even do them

if you really did why don't you try and stop me

If you say things that never were 

to make things different 

in a good way

they hurt me more than you will ever know

you say you are always home

you say you pay attention to me

but there you go not caring 

not caring about what i feel 

or what I say

Why dont you listen

Why dont you even try to understand me

You say you live at home

with the rest of us

But instead you live at work 

And then you criticize me 

For the same exact thing you do 

I want someone who is home

Who Listens to me

Someone who understands me

Why cant you be like that?

There you go again ....

There you go... 

Run from us...

but dont expect 

a welcome back full of joy 

Cuz there is no joy.

between you and me.

So STOP your lying

and confess 

until then 

you're not someone 

i will play pretend

cuz' there isnt no pretend 

there is only real and fake

and

right now everything isnt real 

its fake.

You Say... ©

 You Say...

You say I'm really Dramatic

You say i incriminate people

You say I'm a liar

You say I cant be trusted

You say so many things

I always end up believing you

I always end up thinking 

That I have much more 

than I really have

You lie and lie and lie to me 

saying that things will get better

But they never do

They just get worst

When you say that i could be 

whatever i want 

Then why cant i be good enough 

to get a good job or a thank you

INSTEAD Of:

"You could do better"

"Come on ____."

or " I didn't ask for this" 

or 

"why cant you be more like your cousin"

Why can't i be good enough

Can you say good job

instead of 

comparing me to y our work

You believe things

that aren't true

Make me believe them as well

But in the end I'm sitting here writing this 

But you wont ever read this

This is about the way you guys act

In the end you wont even try to understand 

Why i write

why i even put up with you

But im getting tired this

of all the lies

of all the bullcrap

of all things you tell me

i dont understand why you dont listen to me 

why you dont understand me

why do you still love me?