Monday, September 30, 2019

I think of myself as a Phoenix

Born I am with the pain of life
Reborn I am every stride
Born i am within the light
I am reborn, I'm just filled with might

I am a phoenix
A phoenix I tell u

Grateful I stay, I am proud
Grateful I lay, on this beautiful cloud
Oh how I wish the real world wasnt so loud
Grateful I weigh, my opinions down on your beautiful mind
Oh dear, how I wish you would just be kind
Grateful I stand, right here in front of you
Dear Jesus, why wont U just stop hitting me
Why cant you see im already dying
Bleeding  my pride, appreciation n love
Out go my thoughts fears and pains
I died cuz' of this game called life
Reborn I am, in each and every stride in this  horrible fucking game...
The game I called life.

Reborn I am a phoenix
I died when I endured life's hard licks
I grow older and more tired every time it ticks

Why dont u love me?
You killed me!
Are you happy?!
You have the worst habits
You swear, u were never an addict

I am a phoenix
Reborn I am grateful.
Bleeding  what makes me sad
Reborn I am
Grateful I stand
WithIn these sands that can tell time
Why does this shit got to rhyme
Could u please just tell me the fuckin time?
Please Don't think Im lying
Cuz truly I am dying
As I sit here crying
I am a Phoenix
I am a phoneix

Reborn from the ashes of my depression, disceretions and fake ass friends
Reborn I stand
Proud I am
Grateful I grind
The gears in my mind
To wrap my mind
Around that beautiful thing
That is you
I can't fucking believe what we went thru
We are thru you said oh god it cant be true
Ever since, I was different without you

I am a phoenix
I am a phoenix
Why do I have to learn from this
Fuck did I really earn this
Why me?!
All I wanted was to experience bliss
Just for 2 seconds
Just a blissful kiss
Fuck! Wait, what did I miss?

Grateful, I fly
A phoenix, I grieve at the thought
That From this life, I might die
Sitting on my high horse
Devouring the main course
Of this plate thats full
From the tasks of my life
Savoring every bite
Of Every life that flies by
Grateful I cry
Trying to not be sad
Goodbye my young lad

I am a phoenx
I might add

A phoenix my young lad
Fuck yeah I am glad
Stronger I stand
Smarter I sit a this table of cards
Playing this shitty hand delt by dealer
That is this life
Hoping it won't topple over
Sorry my story isnt over
And neither isnt my life
Thats the game
The game I called life