The crash...

The crash….

I remember waiting for that bus

I even remember talking to that couple

I remember flying as high as a kite

Cuz’ of weed and ish

God I pray to know why it came to this

 I had a sinking feeling 

that my life is going to be changed forever

Oh how I wish I wasn't right 

I remember putting my bus money in the machine 

going all the way to the back 

with the love of my life by my side 

with him happily talking

With me quietly writing

 God told me to write something 

I wrote who I was and who to call 

then I wrote his name too 

and then said my goodbyes to all

I knew it was my time

 I begged and prayed for God to let me live

 I wasn't ready to go yet

 but if it was my time to let me know

I look up at you as you gasp 

And say it is time my love 

you hold my hand as the tires 

Screeched the booms filled my ears

screams teared through the air

Then I saw my body below me

I didn't know what to do

I was scared 

but I knew God was here 

he held my hand and said 

Kim is not your time no not yet 

he gave me a hug 

I could breathe again 

I frantically got up 

finding bodies all around Me 

I begged and pleaded

And screamed why can't you hug them 

bring them back 

They are lost and scared 

hold their hand 

guide them 

light their way

Another boom 

another car crashed into our bus

Glass flying 

the bus slowly turning on its side

Babies crying

 but there were not babies on this bus

 where are those babies that I hear

I wake up in the hospital 

surrounded by my family 

they're all gathered around me

My daughter smiling at me 

but I realize she's not the daughter that I left 

she is no longer a newborn 

but a three-year-old

 my husband holding my hand

Crying tears of joy

My husband says

 you survived the crash my love

I begged and pleaded for you to wake up

 you have been in a come on my love 

the doctor said

 it was a miracle

 I reply yes it was

God hugged me

God held me 

and he said it wasn't my time no not yet 

I wept and wept 

I look at my daughter 

made up for lost time

 God took hold of me 

he's never once left me since