Tuesday, February 17, 2015

Why fight

Why Fight???


Why fight for something that wasn't yours to fight for?
Why fight for something you never had?
Why miss something you never knew?
Why fight for a love that’s not felt?
Why care for something that does not care for you?
Why fight a battle that can never be won?


Why live to die, when people are dying to live?
Why?


Why fear what is covered in light but not what is covered
in darkness?
Why fear salvation when when you should fear your impending
damnation?
Why fear your creator when you should fear your destroyer?


Why fight a battle you know you cannot win?
Why?


Why hurt the ones you love when it should be the ones you hate?
Why say you love someone when you don't?
Why raise someone and then say, that you didn't raise them?
Why would the bully, victimize, when the bully is being haunted by
their own demons?


Why fix what can't be salvaged?
Why?


Why take a life when you soon won’t have one of your own?
Why shed a tear when its not yours to shed?
Why miss something you never knew?


Why fear death if it can be your only salvation?
Why?


Why celebrate life when it causes so much pain?
Why cause suffering if you can't handle you own?
why mourn what never perished?


Why live when you can soon die?
Why? Why?


Why live when you are slowly and bitterly dying?
Why love the unlovable?
Why even try?
Why live to die but not die to live?
Why?


Why be scared of something that is so merciless, broken and cruel when you know not true?
Why care for something that doesn't care for you?
Why lie when the truth is already announced?
Why trust the unworthy?
Why live when when you know you cannot create life?


Why live when you know you're gonna die?

Why?

Tuesday, February 3, 2015

Mr. Rwanda



Mr. Rwanda,
Why would you do this?
Why do you hate the Tutsi?
Why would you let this happen?

Mr. Rwanda
Why did you let so many die?
Many died without a reason

Mr. Rwanda,
What was the point of targeting kids?
Why would you target and kill
all those innocent children?


Mr. Rwanda,
Why kill them kids,
when you should be killing:
the blood stained, the guilty and the tainted?


Mr. Rwanda,
Why are you so angry with the Tutsi?
Why?


Mr. Rwanda
Why wouldn't you protect us?
Why did you betray us?


Mr.  Rwanda,
Why do you hate us so?  


Mr. Rwanda,
Why did you make your lands,
turn into mass graves,
Soils ridden with innocent bloods,
a personal hell on earth,
well for some.
Why do you hate us so?


Mr. Rwanda,
Why did you send us to our deaths ?


Mr. Rwanda,
Why did you sign our death certificates?
Why do you loathe us so?


Mr. Rwanda,
Are you ashamed?
Why did you turn away from our people,
being bludgeoned,
being raped,
and our massacre?
Mr. Rwanda,
Why did you turn away,
from the bludgeoned bodies,
our lifeless relatives,
and eventually
our own lifeless bodies too?


Mr. Rwanda,
Why did you extinguished our flame of hope?
Why did you extinguish our trust in you?
Mr. Rwanda why did you extinguish our lives?


Mr. Rwanda,
Why were the Tutsi treated this way?
Why let them hunt us, abuse and kill us so?
,
One more question.
Why do you hate us so?

Tuesday, December 16, 2014

Does life have instruction?.... ©

Doesn't life have instructions?
It does at and at the same time it doesn't
It has nothing to do with the bible 
or that YOLO crap
Nor just doing whatever you want 
But what If there was a universal set of 
Instructions.
It would mean that everyone would be the 
Exact same person
With the exact same job and problems.
Isn't that why people want to be popular
To be different and noticed?
But If you guys want to be different
Then why do you want the same instructions?
Here's what I would tell you to do
I say always think about how things
Would effect you and those around you
Make a list of pro an cons
And think does it balance out?
Does it matter what people say?
It does not matter unless you care what is said
Is it worth it?
Is it worth feeling sad, angry, frustrated and or
self -conscious and uncomfortable
NO!!!
Will it make me happy?
It will make you more confident IF you ignore it
Will this benefit me in the long run?
Will the decision you make help you?
These these things should make you analyze 
And rationalize a situation
If you do them right you should be 
These are my personal rules to having a happy 
and secure life


Thursday, December 11, 2014

The Struggle ©

The struggle of being caught off guard
is hard.
It is one thing to believe that one person 
and things go okay
But when they don't 
What do you do 
Obviously you would be angry 
you would temporarily hate the world 
But what good what that do? 
It would just make you be negative 
all the negativity would be like poison to 
your self- esteem
Yet you are still butt-hurt over the fact that you were 
dumped by that person who you thought 
was gonna be your forever. 
You know your one and only. 
But here's a true fact
The person who will be your true love 
that person that your gonna marry 
is someone you don't expect to wed. 
Technically it will be your polar opposite. 
To what makes you, you. 
making the perfect couple
which is your

your match made in heaven you might say
which is your perfect pair. 
Then the struggle over and ceased
But you still have a new room-mate 
To make you nice and cozy
so yes that struggle is real



Wednesday, December 10, 2014

The person behind the mask ©

There is a mask that everyone wears 
It takes a lot of courage to let people see what under it
People are judged by their appearance 
Whether they have the latest trends

Girls are constantly judged by their body shape, and size, 
their clothes, make up and hair, 
you know how it goes

But what about whats on the inside?
Doesn't that matter too?

A girl who is constantly made fun of and picked on 
might be the most amazing person inside
But you will only know for sure if you take off that mask
That mask hides who you really are 
But it again it does take a lot of courage to take it off
And let everyone know who you truly are
It doesn't mean that they will like you then
But at least they know who you are 
Right? 

Well here's a question. 
If a mask hides who you truly are
Who are you truly? 
What's under that mask? 
What is that disguise hiding? 
Who is under your mask? 
Who are you? 

Tuesday, December 2, 2014

Powerful vs. Powerless ©

the powerful take advantage of the powerless
the powerless are deciding between the
Pen or the sword
They are divided on the decision
The sword is only powerful in numbers
But the pen is only as strong as the ideas 
that are behind it
but when the powerful surrender to the 
powerless
A new Reign beings
And it starts all over again
What is more powerful?
The pen or the Sword?

Good Vs. Evil ©

The good will always be the Hero
Evil will always be the villian
But when they are put head to head
There's no telling what could happen
Things could catch fire
Things could get destroyed
But even with all of this
Good always conquers Evil 
And Evil will return and start planning 
their victory
But this is only in the movies
Where does the reality set in? 
There's evil within everyone
But they choose which to be
Which side are you on? 
Good or Evil???

I Watched... ©


I watched You cry

I watched you grow
I watched you rebuild what you tore down
I watched you throw away what you created
I watched you self-destruct
But if you push me away
You wont succeed 
because..
I'm you friend, teacher and base
I'm the one who fed you and cured you 
you can't just kick me out of your life,
I watched you cry, grow and transform 
I saw you create and construct your future
then one day, you threw it all away
then you left me and everything
I want to know what happened 
to that person you used to be
when will I see them again???


Friday, March 21, 2014

ORIGINAL: Concentration Camps ©

Concentration Camps 

Cruelty, pain, torture, work and death 
Long for Freedom
Nowhere to run
Nowhere to hide
Constant pang of a gunshot roars to life with the screams of fear

The people that surround me are 
scared, hungry, starving and there are
lots of lifeless carcasses that lie there in their birthday suits
as they wait to be entombed in the ground and to be put to sleep in peace
the people who killed many are waiting to put their weapons to work 

Merciless living!
Work Isn't freedom! It never will be!

Loneliness 
Bang, Bang Bang! there goes the working gun
 Someone dies here every 2 seconds

When you are in a concentration camps 
you live in constant fear 
if you talk back, stop for a second- long break 
from your back-breaking work and many other things 
cause you to be whipped if you are lucky 
If not 
you will die at the wrong end of the gun 

Bang, Bang Bang! You fall with a loud thud and 
stripped of your striped pajamas and shoes (if you had some)
and then you are burned til' you are ashes.

Cruelty, death, pain, and blood is what witness 
daily when you are put into a concentration camp
the starvation claims many to be put to rest 
in the most in-picturesque of  ways 
every one you killed, their souls remains, their blood remains 
on your and the Nazis hands 
We are a big group of people whose remains
 will always be there in you
We will live on even without a body 
We are something that will never go away
Our spirits and memories will live on
They will serve as a warning to no let something 
like this happen ever again
We will never die our lives will be lived even after death 
We will live on 
Our spirits and memories will remain at the places 
we fell with a lifeless thud 
Never forget the people whom YOU killed 
Our lives have come to an end 
But, our stories will live on 
We will serve as a horrid reminder of the 
Nazi Occupation
On my gates it says: "work is freedom"
But that's a lie 
It will never be freedom 
Listen to my warning 
Don't open those Gates or Doorways 
To pain ever again
Somethings are better left in the past....

Friday, September 6, 2013

The Wilting Flower ©

The Wilting Flower

The flower you gave me was a rose
Not a pink rose or a Red one
But a White rose
When things were okay 
Between us 
it starts to bloom
But when we started fighting 
It started wilting
It kept wilting and wilting and wilting
And i couldn't do anything to save it
Until it died 
I knew then 
That you were no longer mine
But one day it bloomed
And everything was okay 
It stayed like that 
It is still blooming til' this day

The View ©

The View

The view from the the tower was great and all
But I never got to explore it 
But, when I did explore it 
I never got within hearing distance of happiness
One day I broke out of that dreadful tower 
I met you 
We ran away together 
But I fell in love with you,
Hoping I would get my once upon a time
With you
I planning on surprising you with a present
But you were with another girl
I escaped crying 
I got back into the tower 
And I saw you with her and your kids
I found out you never loved me 
"I just loved the view." 
You told me
But i loved you
And you never remembered me

Thursday, April 18, 2013

The Burned Rose... ©

The Burned Rose...

The burned rose has a story
It's unique 
It's beautiful
It's scarred 
The rose is damaged
The rose isn't pretty
It's beautiful
The rose is amazing 
The rose is fragile 
The rose isnt the same 
The rose isnt flawless anymore
It is scarred and, damaged
It is owned
It is property 
I'm the rose 
And you are the damager
"Why would you do this to me?" I ask.
You say, " I did it to make you more beautiful."

The Face... ©

The Face...

The Face is being deformed
The face is being cut
The face is being bruised 
Its Bleeding
The face looks familiar
The face is being burned 
The face is being dragged
The face is being molded
Now I know why 
The face looks familiar
That's because it's mine
The face is a puppet 
And society is the 
Puppet-Master

Monday, March 4, 2013

Inspiration ©

the inspiration i get from being with you 
is ENDLESS
The feeling of freedom is just enough to help me
flow words across the page 
in an act of freedom of expression 

The way i feel when i start writing is the best
in the WORLD
i can NEVER compare that feeling
That urge i get to start writing
Like me friends i cant be forced to flow, 
or write or blog
i need to do it cuz i want to
Poetry is me.
What is it to YOU?             

Thursday, February 28, 2013

there you go again... ©

there you go saying things that have never been
there you far ahead of what I will do
you know everything before I even do them
if you really did why don't you try and stop me
If you say things that never were 
to make things different 
in a good way
they hurt me more than you will ever know
you say you are always home
you say you pay attention to me
but there you go not caring 
not caring about what i feel 
or what I say
Why dont you listen
Why dont you even try to understand me
You say you live at home
with the rest of us
But instead you live at work 
And then you criticize me 
For the same exact thing you do 
I want someone who is home
Who Listens to me
Someone who understands me
Why cant you be like that?
There you go again ....
There you go... 
Run from us...
but dont expect 
a welcome back full of joy 
Cuz there is no joy.
between you and me.
So STOP your lying
and confess 
until then 
you're not someone 
i will play pretend
cuz' there isnt no pretend 
there is only real and fake
and
right now everything isnt real 
its fake.

Thursday, February 7, 2013

You Say... ©

 You Say...

You say I'm really Dramatic
You say i incriminate people
You say I'm a liar
You say I cant be trusted
You say so many things
I always end up believing you
I always end up thinking 
That I have much more 
than I really have
You lie and lie and lie to me 
saying that things will get better
But they never do
They just get worst
When you say that i could be 
whatever i want 
Then why cant i be good enough 
to get a good job or a thank you
INSTEAD Of:
"You could do better"
"Come on ____."
or " I didn't ask for this" 
or 
"why cant you be more like your cousin"
Why can't i be good enough
Can you say good job
instead of 
comparing me to y our work
You believe things
that aren't true
Make me believe them as well
But in the end I'm sitting here writing this 
But you wont ever read this
This is about the way you guys act
In the end you wont even try to understand 
Why i write
why i even put up with you
But im getting tired this
of all the lies
of all the bullcrap
of all things you tell me
i dont understand why you dont listen to me 
why you dont understand me
why do you still love me?

Wednesday, January 9, 2013

the world wont.... ©

The world wont....
the world wont end if you are
DUMPED
The sky isn't gonna fall if you get
in TROUBLE
The world isn't SPINNING
Just  for YOU
The world wont stop if you
DIE
The world wont end if you
LOOSE your HOMEWORK
The world wont care if you
DIE
Cuz' it doesn't know or care about
You
The world DOESN'T STOP
Spinning just for you, because there are
MORE than a BILLION people in this world
Along WITH YOU 
the world wont stop just cuz' you want it to
cuz' it doesn't care about little issues that you have
SO THERE YOU HAVE IT